Home again and my face
slides
down my neck
in handfuls
at the thought of you
in a number of shirts.
One is red
and like a ribbon
and compliments your hat.
I think of stickers
you chose for me -
a yipping dog, perhaps,
with ambiguous genitalia.
Perhaps an orphaned
spoon.
I think of words
we called one another
like gamete, zygote, and fetus,
but not baby.
I think of your relationship
with the spirit world
and the things you predicted for me
in your bedroom.
I think of games we played
and did not play
because time got away from you
and Iowa loves
its prodigal son.
In my dream
you are not allowed to talk to me
or to feed yourself.
I tell you what you need to hear
in broken English
and piggish French groans.
I feed you and I feed you
as you gesture
with green eyes
and stiff shoulders
at plates of crackers, melon, and berries.
What on earth do we have
to be proud of?
Asks Nan Reagan
and a bevy of oversexed
children.
The answer is,
our bodies:
home of our spirits,
our love,
our human connection,
and the lizards.
slides
down my neck
in handfuls
at the thought of you
in a number of shirts.
One is red
and like a ribbon
and compliments your hat.
I think of stickers
you chose for me -
a yipping dog, perhaps,
with ambiguous genitalia.
Perhaps an orphaned
spoon.
I think of words
we called one another
like gamete, zygote, and fetus,
but not baby.
I think of your relationship
with the spirit world
and the things you predicted for me
in your bedroom.
I think of games we played
and did not play
because time got away from you
and Iowa loves
its prodigal son.
In my dream
you are not allowed to talk to me
or to feed yourself.
I tell you what you need to hear
in broken English
and piggish French groans.
I feed you and I feed you
as you gesture
with green eyes
and stiff shoulders
at plates of crackers, melon, and berries.
What on earth do we have
to be proud of?
Asks Nan Reagan
and a bevy of oversexed
children.
The answer is,
our bodies:
home of our spirits,
our love,
our human connection,
and the lizards.